I spoke to Christians, I went with them to their church,
and I went to many churches.
And I ploughed the Internet and went to the forums, where those that claim to be in Christ congregate,
and so I heard the message.
Jesus died for us.
We are saved by grace.
One has to have faith.
Believe the word of the cross.
The law of God ended, was abolished, is old, a shadow, impossible to keep, a curse, and some even say, death.
All in clear contradiction to what God's word says, and what Jesus said.
At least, as far as I could see.
And when it came to helping me understand the things Jesus spoke,
I got very few straight answers.
And plenty of accusation, telling me I didn't have faith, can't be saved, even of the devil,
just for inquiring.
Something was not right.
How can they be so sure of their faith?
when they don't even know, can't answer simple questions about, God's words.
And have to resort to accusing me, just for asking questions, and pointing out what the Lord said.
Which only made me inquire, and pray, even more.
And learn the law.
And it shall be with him, and he shall read therein all the days of his life:
that he may learn to fear the Lord his God,
to keep all the words of this law and these statutes, to do them:
Deuteronomy 17:19
Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly,
nor standeth in the way of sinners,
nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful.
but his delight is in the law of the Lord;
and in His law doth he meditate day and night.
Psalm 1:1-2