If you have not seen my meanings, you have not been paying attention. I am fed of the Lord by His word. You evidently depend entirely upon experiences and base all your theology on them. The Bible is God revealing Himself to mankind.
We were talking about His feasts, His sabbaths, His passover, making offerings.
And you were giving me mainstream Christian doctrines and interpretations of certain sayings from Paul.
I didn't get your meanings, and interpretations for those things in His law, did I?
I know you told me I'm not hearing, I must of missed it again. Damn.
Hey we all have had bad experiences in churches and encountered flawed and phony people. But what were you doing. Sitting there quietly judging everyone.
None of them were bad experiences.
Very educational in fact.
Here is an interesting one for your.
I was wandering around in the CBD (central business district) of the big city, and praying to the Lord as went.
I was looking at all the tall skyscrapers, and Lord was telling me how the biggest religions of man have the biggest idols,
and that tall buildings are icons of what man worshipped the most. Commmerce.
But suddenly, there was this old church, still tucked away in and surrounded by all the skyscrapers.
And it looked so tiny. Though it was actually a big church, compared to most churches.
It was an Anglican church.
And it started me thinking, this is the icon for God worship, swamped by all the icons of Commerce.
And all the people milling about, going to work or shopping, going into skyscrapers, and not even noticing the church.
Servants of Commerce. Working to get money, and shopping.
Nobody was going in or out of the church, it was 8 am on a week morning. Lots of people going to work.
But behold, "Eucharist held at 8 am every morning", said the sign out the front,
and I looked and the gate was open and the front door was open.
Must be so believing worker can partake before their day at work.
And I'm just in time, think I, and in I walk.
And the proceedings were just about to begin.
There was a Priest in his robes standing behind a little table with the wine and wafers,
and there were three believers there.
They were surprised to see me, and glad, and they welcomed me in.
And then it went somber, and suddenly a bell tinkled, like they do in the Hare Krishnas.
It surprised me and I looked towards the sound
and there was a young priest, or priest assistant, also in robes, but standing by the far wall with his little tinkle bell.
Then the priest began to chant his words or prayer, and after he had said all that,
he took the plate of wafers and walk around his table to give the first believer one wafer,
then the second believer, and the third, and then me, and then he turned his back to me to walk back to his table.
I was stunned with shock.
The priest had embroidered on the back of his robe, a huge gothic letter "M".
I was shocked, but I maintained my composure and silence. More tinkle bells.
The priest picked up the glass cup, it was already half full. and walked around as before giving us each a sip of the cup (
no covid back then).
It was horribly strong. A very bitter claret.
After my sip the cup was still at least a third full, and the priest turned his back to me again to go back to place,
but on his way, he hunched and he downed that glass, eyed the bottle standing on the table,
before taking the two more steps it took to get there, and sober himself up again.
Again I was shocked.
I wondered if he though we couldn't see him.
Again I just kept my silence and observed.
More tinkle bells, and more words. We gave thanks all to each other, and I left.
The Lord was with me already, I was on a sabbath feast at that time, and He led me there, to witness that.
Not just the Eucharist event, but the whole recent history of the development of man, and the rise of "corporate capitalism"
I think that's what they call it. And the demise of God worship.
And I thank God for all you guys here.
Maybe I disagree with a lot of you on a lot of things, please do not take offense.
I am so thankful for you. You are a rare breed.
And we have the Lord Jesus in common.
They shouldn't be doing that and because some do doesn't mean all do. I know you will hate this, but you would have better chances visitying a reformed church. Some of them have slipped off the rails too, it is hard to keep the world out, but one that hasn't will systematically teach scriptures and would probably answer your questions. One that holds to to reformed standards has it entire focus on God and feeding the sheep with His word. Not on the things of the world.
One of the worst was Assemblies of God.
Another church I went to, I can't remember the denomination now,
a grey pall of fear materialized above us as soon as the Priest began to preach, just hanging in the air.
That freaked me out. He was areal repent or die preacher, and his flock was paralyzed with fear, well and truly.
I was baptized in the spirit by a tongues speaking church, and my tongue wouldn't gibberish,
and they prayed and they groaned over me,and called more to pray and groan over me, but I just couldn't do. My tongue wouldn't wag.
But when I left there and was walking down the the road, some ten minutes later, my tongue suddenly started speaking gibberish, all by itself,
and it felt fine, I felt good. I can do it anytime now (but I don't). Anybody can.
But I also understand why it feels good to do it. It isn't different to praying rosary beads, or chanting mantra.
It takes one off their worldly thoughts and familiar spirits for a while. And most people need that.
No, actually. We all need that.
And these practices can be a good thing.
Anything that helps us onto the spiritual path, God's spiritual path of course.
The Buddhist practice mindfulness, which is observing our thoughts. Just observing them.
And Jesus said take no thought, and take not thought for raiment.
I thought, Take them? Where from?
They are my thoughts, aren't they. Where would we be taking them from?
I'm doing the thinking. But then who am I thinking to? Me? That's talking to yourself, a sign of madness. Isn't it?
Then I read Paul saying, bring every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ.
When I first read that , I thought, What!
EVERY thought. Impossible!!
But OK Lord, I'll try, if you say so.
But You gotta help me with this one.
We are to keep the commandments of God other than those that were fulfilled in Jesus because now we have Him. You are just confusing two things as though they were the same thing.
How do you know which ones He fulfilled?
And did He not fulfill even the least commandments?
That would leave you now with none!
Does He have to break a commandment before you put it on your list of to do?
How do you know they are vain repetitions? I have no idea what you are referring to, Never encountered it except perhaps in tongue speaking churches---and I disagree with that.
How do I know? Because they were muttering and mumbling, and I could hear them.
In fact, the priest was encouraging them, saying pray louder, so the Lord can hear you.
It was difficult for me to restrain myself from laughing, when he started saying that.
And they prayed, Thank you Jesus, thank you Lord, over and over, but with petitions in between.
I could hear, Aunty has cancer can you please heal her, thank you Lord, praise you Lord,
and need a new car because this one is getting old and breaking down and can't afford a new one, thank you Lord, praise you Lord,
and various such things. Some of them, yes even my brother who is a Pastor of a Baptist Church, while on the phone to me,
Lord, will you make comingfrom "see" and believe, thank you Lord, praise you Lord.
Now you are being both legalistic and judgmental.
What?
You have got to kidding. But I don't think are.
Walk, watch and pray, were the first commandments I learned, and could do, for Jesus.
(And there were two others, behold the fowls of the air, and hear where the wind lists.)
I did seek and I found that was about all I could honestly actually do, out of all His word,
when I turned me to repent.
I do have a car, but if the weather is fine, and I don't have a load, or too far to go, I choose to walk.
And I walk for Jesus.
The people answered Him, We have heard out of the law that Christ abideth for ever:
and how sayest thou, The Son of man must be lifted up? who is this Son of man?
Then Jesus said unto them,
Yet a little while is the light with you. Walk while ye have the light, lest darkness come upon you:
for he that walketh in darkness knoweth not whither he goeth.
While ye have light, believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light.
John 12:34-36
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I am happy today. Came into some money, Bitcoin is cheap and starting to pump,
my son and I shopped without having to cut back on this and that, for a change, and I am celebrating.
So I'm chatty and tell you some of my stories.
And because I like you, and you have been kind to me.
Maybe I can put a human face on me.
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