Let me help you again. I have write it before, but you didn't understand it. I see that you will accept the Biblical truth. But you must let go and focus only on John 1:1-17. And only God can open your mind to understand the scriptures.
To begin with, the English translations of John 1:1 have a small but yet important word missing, which is in the original Greek. Let's add that word back in and see how it changes the verse ... "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with [THE] God, and the Word was God." ... So Christ was with THE God in the beginning. So He was with someone who is THE God. Who is that? Again, John records it for us:
John 17:1-3 ...'Father ... is life eternal, that they might know thee THE only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.'
So John records a prayer that Jesus made to His Father in heaven, and Jesus confirmed in this prayer that His Father is THE only true God. So now we know who Christ was with in the beginning. And who is [THE] God? It is God the Father. The only being that is ever called "God the ..." In the Bible. The Holy is never called 'God the Holy Spirit' and Jesus is never called 'God the Son'. Only the Father is called this, as He is 'THE only true God', which Jesus confirmed in John 17:3 and Paul confirmed in Corinthians 8:6.