Just thinking out loud here, but I always find this a bit disconcerting.
I can understand why God doesn't announce his reality with billboards in the sky and appearances on late-night TV. That would be coercive, like holding a gun to someone's head and demanding "Say you love me." People would turn to God not on the basis of their own free will and a genuine understanding of why they need God, but rather on the basis of their free will having been overwhelmed by his stark, undeniable reality.
But what about people who HAVE made the decision and HAVE turned to God? Why would God not make his reality more obvious and convincing to them? Surely my Christian walk would be enhanced by the confidence a more concrete manifestation of God would bring. "Yes, it's real! I have made the rignt decision!"
Instead, we are left with what may seem to be the still, small voice of the Spirit, with what may seem to be a providential act of God, or with what may seem to be an answer to prayer or even a miracle - but these are pretty iffy "seems" that typically lend themselves to other explanations as well. How comforting it would be to objectively and convincingly be told "You've made the right decision. Welcome aboard."
Some folks do, of course, report this: Voices, visions, visitations, whatever. Often these folks seem to be a bit disturbed or histrionic, which makes what they report less convincing to the rest of us. But why not us - why not everyone who has made the decision and turned to God?
The answer that atheists love, of course, is: "Because their ain't no God." Well, yes, that's one possibility. Since I reject that position, all I can conclude is that this level of certainty is simply not supposed to be part of the Christian walk. It is somehow part of the plan that we are to live with an element of uncertainty and perhaps doubt even after we have turned to God. It tends to make me think the purpose of earthly existence, even for Christians, is more complex and multi-faceted than most Christians seem to think.
I can understand why God doesn't announce his reality with billboards in the sky and appearances on late-night TV. That would be coercive, like holding a gun to someone's head and demanding "Say you love me." People would turn to God not on the basis of their own free will and a genuine understanding of why they need God, but rather on the basis of their free will having been overwhelmed by his stark, undeniable reality.
But what about people who HAVE made the decision and HAVE turned to God? Why would God not make his reality more obvious and convincing to them? Surely my Christian walk would be enhanced by the confidence a more concrete manifestation of God would bring. "Yes, it's real! I have made the rignt decision!"
Instead, we are left with what may seem to be the still, small voice of the Spirit, with what may seem to be a providential act of God, or with what may seem to be an answer to prayer or even a miracle - but these are pretty iffy "seems" that typically lend themselves to other explanations as well. How comforting it would be to objectively and convincingly be told "You've made the right decision. Welcome aboard."
Some folks do, of course, report this: Voices, visions, visitations, whatever. Often these folks seem to be a bit disturbed or histrionic, which makes what they report less convincing to the rest of us. But why not us - why not everyone who has made the decision and turned to God?
The answer that atheists love, of course, is: "Because their ain't no God." Well, yes, that's one possibility. Since I reject that position, all I can conclude is that this level of certainty is simply not supposed to be part of the Christian walk. It is somehow part of the plan that we are to live with an element of uncertainty and perhaps doubt even after we have turned to God. It tends to make me think the purpose of earthly existence, even for Christians, is more complex and multi-faceted than most Christians seem to think.