Adrift
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For me, the sin of lust is enigmatic. Try not to visualize a monkey eating a hamburger. What is the first thing that you visualized? You couldn't help yourself. I have a similar issue when I see an extremely attractive female, only I'm not visualizing her eating a hamburger. I know that lusting is a sin and I try to control it by not doing a second take when I see a woman that is sexually appealing to me. I find it strange when I consider that I never lust to kill, to steal, to rob, to be mean or rude, to have other people's possessions, etc. I do believe that normal men who do not share these lust episodes are either liars, have a mental giddy-up in their sexual drive, or are truly Holy. I struggle to understand why it is a sin when it is a reaction programmed into me by God. I do chastize myself for doing it, but I don't consciously do it. Maybe "the Devil made me do it". I pray to God to give me the strength to avoid noticing, but it's just not working. Am I the only one adrift on this?